[21 Jul 2005|09:29pm] i got my hair done yesterday. oh jesus, its pretty much black. alot of people are telling me that they like it better lighter so i'm feeling pretty shitty. i hate downgrading myself, it sucks alot. also, the bangs are super super short but they'll grow. she said this color will eventurally get lighter. i'm feeling a little ugly haha. whatever. ( i have a picture of it. )

[20 Jul 2005|12:16am] i was working in blimpie today cleaning the class. my belly ring got caught on something & it almost got riped out. my favorite belly ring is now broke & i was left bleeding. sucks. i never relized how discustingly ugly & fat my belly looks with out that ring. i'm really upset now. ok, im serious this time nicole, stop eating!

[17 Jul 2005|11:52pm] i went to go see HE IS LEGEND tonight. of course they were great but it never fails! nicole gets hurt someway, somehow. fat lard desided to jump off the stage & fall on top of me. he totally crushed my hair clip :[ & i got a bump on my head that hurts. plus! one of the guys from HE IS LEGEND told me he saw the whole thing. haha, idk about you, but i find it kind of funny :P me & sinem went to the beach yesterday. it was cloudy but i got some color. we'd purposly sit under waves untill they'd brake on us & we'd go tumbling everywhere. common now, who does that? only me & sinem because we're super fun. haha. it fuckin hurt, ALOT but so funny! pictures? of course we have pictures!! ( THE WAVES WERE AWESOMEEE )

[15 Jul 2005|02:19pm] i got my senior pictures back. tell me which one you like the best. they all pretty much look the same. sucks. ( check them out. ) 16

[14 Jul 2005|12:45am] i'm seriously tired of giving repsect & then not getting it back. i fucking hate people alot. tolga, your a fucking dirt bag & i hate you. mike, thanks for being such a shitty friend. & everyone else, FUCK YOU. .. this is life.

[06 Jul 2005|11:13pm] first day of summer school. i know it's already going to SUCK. worked longer tonight. tons of ppl come in when i'm about to leave. losers. i'm sitting here with kevin<3 he's so cute. i was looking at sinem's journal/pictures & i've decided to go on a diet. it's called: STOP EATING YOU FAT FUCK!!!!1 oh shit! almost forgot to mention the best part! i passed my permit test. woo! i drove home today, then drove to work. then kevin let me drive half way to my house :D I'M GOOD.

[05 Jul 2005|11:37pm] yeah so, i've desided to continue to update. i dont need anyones comments. fuck it. today, went to kevin's baseball game. i really love watching him. he's all i watch through out the entire game. & he picthed today. amazing<3 ( baseball♥ ) we went to steve's. kevin thought i got mad at him. i think i've been a bitch latly. i don't mean it. i love him. seriously. i left early because i have summer school. some bitch in queens wants to fight. two words. bring it.

[30 Jun 2005|11:20am] so i've desided since nobody ever comments on anything in this fucking journal (except for like two people). i'm not going to write in it anymore, everythings private. it'll be for my own memories. so take me off your friends list because your not reading anything anymore, like you guys do anyway. PEACE! 5

[29 Jun 2005|12:10am] so, today. signed up for summer school. failed earth science only. then hung out with kevin. went to the ATBEST show. fun. i'm getting my senior pictures taken tomorrow. then i'm getting braces get put back on thursday. it'll only be for a few months.. i hope. :( 2

[21 Jun 2005|10:52pm] i love kevin burke. he means alot. yes yes he does :D

[20 Jun 2005|10:42am] yeah so. lifes ok. english regents = cake. i don't like ice cream cake. schools over!! ♥ i gotta take the social studies and earth science regents. if i don't pass, i'm going to summer school. which sucks. i got my hair done saterday. nicole cut my hair. i ♥ her. haha its darker & the bangs are shorter. it's actually not bad. pretty noice. ;D ( i was a camra whore last night. ) 6

[15 Jun 2005|01:04pm] i'm getting my hair done again. well, i mean the color again. when i was a little girl, i always told myself i wasn't going to dye my hair so much. i always wanted to keep my natural color & never damage my hair with chemicals. haha, yeah right. i'm going to buy paint markers & do something fun with sinem. i'm not telling you what it is. it's a suprise. so. schools over. well, for some of you. people like me go to summer school. whatever, i dont even care. shit, i have work at 4 today. it really sucks. i hate working but i love having money in my pocket to spend on whatever the fuck i want. went to the beach with kevin & sinem on monday. then tuesday went with kevin, chris & tiara. i love the beach. i have pictures. but i dont feel like sharing. later :D 1

[08 Jun 2005|09:37pm] wow it's hot right now. i'm sitting here with my fan on. kevs falling asleep on my bed. i'm staring at him & he's so cute ♥ so roger AKA my boss told me i'm working everyday in the summer. from like 4-10pm. dude. not gunna happen! i have summer school. plus, i have a life. i need a life. summer is my life!! 2

[08 Jun 2005|12:04am] my boyfriend is amazing. ♥♥♥♥ 4

[03 Jun 2005|04:42am] hey; it's 4:43 in the morning. i just jumped out of a deep sleep. wanna know why? .. i felt a bug on my arm. 8

[31 May 2005|11:25pm] i guess i'll update before i hit the sheets. my weekend turned out pretty awesome. went to a batting cage with kev♥. went in the pool with kev sinem chris tiara. went into queens & talked to greg for a little. hung out with joe & this girl morgan. worked & made madd green. went shopping today & spent the green baught madd cute things with sinem♥. ( pictures from weekend + today. ) 3

[27 May 2005|02:27am] went to work from 4-9. it was actually busy today sinem came over after work we didn't really do anything pretty much ate & talked. oh! & acted like.. ( camra-fucking-whores! ) btw - tim goodwin talks madd shit. that fucking asshole. i hate you, ugly. 6

[25 May 2005|07:52pm] i got my hair done. it's really ugly. but everyone else likes it. i dont see why. ( ew, look at it. ) 6

[22 May 2005|07:39pm] brown wins. tuesday@4:00. i'm going brown again. thank the lord. oh & i wanna new style. maybe a little bang. ONE NOT LIKE YOURS. i dont want that emo shit. i like both my eyes. kthx. on my way to sinems in a few mins. gunna have myself a maddd good time :D 4

[21 May 2005|11:53am] i'm debating on weather or not i should keep these highlights. if i don't, i'm dyeing my hair back to brown. i kind of like them both. the highlights are pretty crazy but sometimes i feel too blonde. i look terrible as a blonde. if i dye my hair back to brown, it'll look natural and i like that. brown is so boring though. AH! idk. :( 3

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